Food/ Movies

I had a gluten issue over the weekend. Symptoms hit about 24 hours after I ingest ( would be great to be instant, would stop eating the offending item). Alas, Sunday afternoon, I couldn't stay awake, had joint pain and stomach cramps. Feels like the flu, sans a fever. I was home sick yesterday due to I believe the popcorn from the movies on Saturday. We went to a different theatre with some friends and the flavoring/ seasoning must have been wheat based. I think I've said before the obvious pasta, bread, deserts are easy to spot. It's when it's an artificial flavor or a thickener like food starch is there, it gets sketchy. (Movie by the way, Bourne Ultimatum wasn't even worth it to me, as violence bothers me.) I cried on our way home. I'm really like a 4 year old, can't stand anything slightly suspense/ scary either. So I wonder if this will shoot down our chances this month for having a baby this month. I try to be so careful, I bring my own crackers every Sunday for communion and tolerate the comments from people who don't understand. We've actually started sitting next to a couple who is very understanding and compassionate about our situation in general and it's been such a blessing to not feel judged in either the food or the baby area. I get myself anxious about it all, have been nauscious for the last few days anyway. I remind myself of Phillipians and not to be anxious for anything but with pray and petition with thanksgiving presenting my requests to the Lord, and that peace that surpasses all understanding will guard my heart and mind in Christ Jesus. I'm sure I just have to let it go, maybe it will get easier in time to do that. I'm still tired today and my stomach is sore, lost 3 pounds in the last couple of days as well. Energy isn't there... It passes though. Should be 100% by Thursday at the latest.

I write these and am so tempted to change my wording so no one will think poorly of the things I write, but I know God is my only judge and I know I'm not feeling 100% right now, so I'll just say what's on my mind. If you're here still reading you love me anyway, faults and all.